Part 13/ Starting a New life

Are you ready to get the shock of your life? And also to experience your own AWAKENING HEALING, on your new path to enlightenment?

You know that I have been very open with you by sharing very personal issues, while I am transforming on my path to enlightenment. The reason being, I believe wholeheartedly that if I’m going through many of the challenges that you may be facing, that you will be able to resonate with me. And in-turn we will build a trust together now, not after I am up there and have reached all my successes. I say that because when I am there, I will not want to look back on any of the negative aspects. And why would anyone?

Would you want to be focusing on all the obstacles that you had to face, knowing that the  UNIVERSAL LAWS OF ATTRACTION will bring you more of what you are thinking about? Especially if you were starting a new business of helping others succeed. Of course not! I wouldn’t be in a very good frame of mind. And how could I offer you all this wonderful inspirational insight to what I am feeling, and where I am, and also relate to how you are feeling, if I am no longer there? Actually it’s Human Nature to not want to look back. To only look ahead. Yes?

So, I will be revealing some of the many reasons that have caused the delay in the process, towards reaching many of my new goals, while recently starting my new life. And I believe that I will be able to help you, to not have to make some of the same mistakes. And also, so it can be a whole lot more effortless ‘for you.’ This was my intention from the very first time I wanted to write a book about my life, almost five years back.

I consider myself a very non-conventional being. I thrive on change and doing everything differently than the norm. That is one of my great passions! And I have a great desire to have you find your own unique qualities that make you ‘YOU,’ and use them to create success in your own life. Finding your niche (your own passion), is the only answer to real lasting success!

And the ‘RELATIONSHIP ISSUES’ that I have had to deal with throughout my life were mainly because of feeling that others weren’t able to understand where I was coming from. And as I was in the midst of creating my last holistic beauty & wellness business, over 12 years ago, I was attracting many new clients that were mirroring some of the emotional issues that I still had been working on for most of my life.

Remember that when you become aware of the UNIVERSAL LAWS OF ATTRACTION, it is very natural that what you put your focus on expands. So, as I was collecting all I needed to create my dream business and making it a reality, I was using all the many Mind/Body techniques in my business, that I use till this day. I was also setting myself up to implement everything that I already learned and experienced in my own life, so that I would be able to incorporate these tools as part of the ‘traditional beauty services’. I used them to design unique programs for health and emotional well being & in so doing connected other holistic practitioners to join as partners.

I found myself very interested in doing some research of just how many people were dealing with some sort of depression. I had realized that there was a whopping 80% and higher, that had been facing these emotional issues of depression, but sadly realizing that they were using quick fixes to feel better. (And that included medications.) Now… when I look back, I also realize that was one of the main reasons why my spirit was nudging me to include all these additional Holistic services as a way to promote inner beauty. The concept was a more holistic approach to beauty…. which I was convinced was very much needed. Attaining ‘beauty from the inside out!’

This was an AWAKENING HEALING for me. To help me to understand that I had been on the right track from the very beginning of listening to THE VOICE WITHIN!

Please read my bio, if you need to be reminded of the many types of self-help I had included on my own journey of life, beginning with mental health therapy at the age of 26. I myself have been dealing with depression ever since I was a young child. But I must tell you, that I really wasn’t aware of it because of a strong will to overcome unhappiness on my own, in my own ways.

Yes, I spend much time in therapy and was told once or twice, that they felt I was clinically depressed and asked if I wanted to take anti-depressants. I had closed my mind completely to that way of thinking, and chose to do all I could to find my own means to happiness. Some were more natural approaches, and some, I  also chose more addictive behaviors to be able cope with problems, which I will be speaking of in a soon to come e-book.

Through those challenges, I learned how to be a more compassionate soul to others, and am so very grateful. I am convinced to this day that THE VOICE WITHIN had influenced me into believing that I would find the balance that was needed by using those two approaches, to help keep me determined to succeed in different areas of my life.

Others may have judged me on those decisions, but they were not the ones that lived my life. I was the only one that knew what I needed to do…to just ’survive.’ To just want to live at all!

My roller coaster of emotions is what actually helped me to be able to find my own tools to stay happy. As I have said often, I was always grateful for my highs and lows so that I could switch from a bad mood to a good mood easily. I developed those parts of my personality to be able to cope with difficulties.

Isn’t that what we’re all really searching for… “Happiness?”

Today was the day that made me realize that I set out on this personal and spiritual journey from the very beginning, because I felt I had something extremely wonderful to offer the world!

My Story!

My intentions were to have you so inspired by the details of my life, to motivate you to do anything you had to do to find your own happiness! To offer you every tool that I had learned and applied to my own life….

“To just want to be alive.”

See, this AWAKENING HEALING has lead me to meditate on my roots to my own truths, beliefs, and where I wanted to go on my journey to accomplish what I set out to do in the first place.

And I must admit, that I have taken on many mentors, coaches, consultants, that I really believed would help get me to my next success, but have found it has only delayed the process. I am not blaming or judging any of them because they were my choices. And I can be a little bit too flexible at times, with my choices and decisions. I am working on that! And but most importantly, I was awakened to the fact that the more you start believing in yourself & also listening to The Voice Within, the less you will need to be searching out others for the encouragement that you’re looking for!

I know my belief is that we can’t expect to do everything alone, especially when you are working on business projects and business ventures. Master-minding with others is so very important! But you also need to get clear on what it is you are wanting to attract while working with the UNIVERSAL LAWS OF ATTRACTION, so that you’ll be able to attract the appropriate support, guidance or accountability you need to get you to your goals.

But, ‘Believing in yourself’ comes first! If you don’t believe in yourself no one else will ever be able to believe in you!

Because I sometimes asked others opinions, thinking maybe they knew better what was good for me, had caused some personal and also business RELATIONSHIP ISSUES, and many misunderstandings. But also…lessons I myself needed to learn.

And most importantly, you must have faith to believe that you are exactly where you are suppose to be. It will give you that peace, that I have been speaking of so often. That inner peace- freedom for your soul!

A few months back I had searched out these videos below. I guess first, it was to prove to myself that all I have written above felt true to me, and then also to re-assure myself that I was not crazy! That this path I have chosen has encouraged me to grow personally and spiritually. And has lead me on an enlightenment path to discover my ’soul purpose!’

I believe that watching them, will give you insight too. You most likely will have a completely different view on depression, Bipolar, and maybe even enlightenment. And then, you might even feel this wonderful inspiration to ‘believe in yourself,’ and it  will encourage you to always listen to THE VOICE WITHIN, no matter what others may say to you. When you decide which road is best for you to make positive changes, please ‘NEVER GIVE UP’ on your own happiness or success. Do what you need …to heal, to grow, and to find your own means to enlightenment!

There are a multitude of natural, safe and affordable avenues to help you to discover how to be happy. And you can feel rest assured that you will find everything you need…. if you follow me on this magnificent journey!

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2 Responses to “Part 13/ Starting a New life”

  1. Odette Nightsky Says:

    Wonderful sharing, beautifully said. Blessings Odette

  2. Tina Says:

    Hello Odette. Thank you for your comment….and the chance to visit your wonderful site!

    I see we have like minds. Maybe we can keep connected, and thanks for visiting here!
    Sending much love & light your way:-)

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